Feel Free :))

Harusnya sejak kemarin kamu melepaskan aku, sejak aku memintamu pergi dari hidupku. Kenapa harus seperti ini? Masih tidak bisa terpikirkan oleh ku. Untuk apa kamu menahan ku pergi kemarin? Untuk apa janji-janji itu kau ucapkan lagi? Sekarang apa? Kamu ingkar lagi kan? Aku heran mengapa kamu begitu yakinnya mengucapkan janji sampai-sampai tidak mau melepaskan ku kemarin. Heran mengapa kamu lebih senang melihatku 'tersiksa' dengan hidup dalam ketidakpastian yang kamu berikan. Sampai suatu saat kamu akhirnya mengucapkan kata-kata itu. Kata-kata yang selalu ku tunggu keluar dari mulut mu belakangan ini. Kamu tidak tau betapa senangnya aku kan? Bukan senang karna jauh darimu namun senang karna akhirnya aku lepas dari rasa sakit yang kamu berikan. Lepas dari ketidakpastian janji-janji mu. Walaupun mungkin hati ini masih terasa sakit tapi aku tidak membencimu. Aku tidak menyesali pernah kenal dan menjalin hubungan denganmu. Karna, dirimu dan peristiwa kemarin membuatku semakin dewasa memandang hidup. Maaf kalau selama kita bersama kemarin aku kurang mengerti kamu. Terima kasih yah karna pernah menjadi bagian hidupku. Pernah mencintai aku. Pernah membuatku tersenyum, tertawa dan marah karna tingkahmu. Pernah membuat hari-hariku berwarna. Semoga kamu bahagia dengan siapapun itu. :)

And..........now, i'm free!! Yiihaaaa!! :))





I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And learn to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?