Air Mata

Menangis. 

Kata orang menangis lah agar hati kita lega. Menangis lah agar semua kegundahan kita pergi. Menangis tidak berarti membuat orang itu lemah. 

Tapi menangis tidak bisa mengubah yang sudah lewat. Tidak bisa membuat penyesalan di hidup kita hilang. Entah sudah berapa banyak tangisan ini jatuh. Tapi malah semakin membuat sesak. Seperti ada lubang sangat besar yang menganga, yang semakin membesar tiap kali air mata jatuh. Air mata penyesalan yang entah sampai kapan akan terus jatuh.

:')

It's always good having someone who protect you from anything, who listen your story, who cares about yourself. And i'm so lucky to have Wahyu Darmono in my life. 

Bahagia setiap membicarakan tentang masa depan. Berharap Tuhan dengan senang hati menyatukan kami berdua dalam ikatan suci. Lalu menghadiahi kami anak-anak yang lucu dan menggemaskan. Ntah kenapa membicarakan masa depan bersamanya terasa nyata. Merasa yakin kalo perbincangan kami itu akan terwujud suatu hari nanti. Kita memang ga akan pernah tau apa yang akan terjadi kedepannya. Namun bersamanya aku merasa yakin. 

James Morrison - You Make It Real

There's so much craziness surrounding me,

There's so much going on it gets hard to breathe

When all my faith has gone, you bring it back to me,

You make it real for me

When I'm not sure of my priorities,

When I've lost sight of where I'm meant to be

And like holy water washing over me,

You make it real for me

And I am running to you baby,

You are the only one who saves me

That's why I've been missing you lately,

'Cause you make it real for me

When my head is strong, but my heart is weak,

I'm full of arrogance and uncertainty

When I can't find the words, you teach my heart to speak,

You make it real for me

And I am running to you baby,

You are the only one who saves me

That's why I've been missing you lately,

'Cause you make it real for me

Everybody's talking in words I don't understand,

You've got to be the only one who knows just who I am

And you're shining in the distance,

I hope I can make it through

'Cause the only place that I want to be is right back home with you

I guess there's so much more I have to learn,

But if you're here with me, I know which way to turn

You always give me somewhere, somewhere I can run,

You make it real for me

And I am running to you baby,

'Cause you are the only one who saves me

That's why I've been missing you lately,

'Cause you make it real for me

You make it real for me